Tuesday, June 4, 2019

Get back at it! Persevere!

Again I’m all over the place. I have a new book brewing which is top secret. The hop farm is in full swing. Amazon sales are so so. And my house is a disaster. I need to reign this in.  I am much better at big projects like fertility planing and wedding planning. Those forced me to get organized.

Going through fertility treatment taught me many lessons and one was perseverance. Dr K also said don’t give up. Keep your eye on the prize. I need to apply that elsewhere.  I am sooo impatient. I get anxiety when I don’t have something right now. But going through through the process made me realize he was right. 

I’m sure many of you have been through multiple rounds. I hear some ladies have gone through double digits. For me not having biologics on both sides wasnt on the radar. I thought about it a few times but chose not to go there in my mind. We went through 6 rounds. I was on my last round of IVF that was covered by insurance. We were getting pregnant with each IVF treatment but they ended in loss. The one time I lost so much blood Dave woke me in the middle of the night to tell my body temperature was very cold. Loss is not fun. Mentally or physically. 

That last round was success. There was a lot that went into that successful round. A lot of prep. A lot of getting healthy. A lot of focus. A lot of thoughts of perseverance and believing it will be!  

I need to move that same mindset to creating a successful future for Kyle. So plan for this week is let’s get the kitchen and living room clutter sorted out. InLso need to find my next product to sell.  Can we do it?  I need to focus.